Or simply a few days. The past six months has gone past in a blurry, it’s like if I’ve been racing a speeding car since January. I’m not tired or exhausted, but the time has just disappeared. I thought it would feel like years before I got to go see Aleksejs again, but apparently not. It’s barely over a week till I travel down to Holland and see him. In the meantime I’m moving all my things to a new apartment. I moved some things yesterday, and I got some things left. Though that’s mostly just laundry and food and small things, there’s a few books left as well. And then my bed, freezer and my beloved computer. I will hopefully move my computer and bed on Wednesday, that’s what I wish for anyway, because that means I get to keep my cat for a few days more. The biggest downside with moving is that I have to return my cat to my parents. Thankfully, I have parents who’ll help me out with caring for my cat until I can retake her with me somewhere else. I’m going to miss that little creature, and I’ll make sure to cuddle and scratch her obscenely much each time I visit my parents.
It’s all a mixture of being excited for it’s soon being time to go to Holland again, as well as a mixture of feeling slightly melancholy for the fact that I have to let go of my beloved, faithful company. She’s stopped climbing the walls, which I thought were rather cute, even if she did fail every time. I’ll secretly admit also, that I’m rather scared I wont be accepted as girlfriend material when I do see him again, it’s resulted in having difficulty falling a sleep the past few weeks. But I don’t dare to tell him that, for because of all I know, he might not be boyfriend material for me. Despite of how I felt last time I saw him. It’s like I’ve been created into a mixed-feeling smoothie! Too much feelings are hard to keep a grip at, at one time if you ask me.
I think I’ll watch some Bones with a cup of tea and slice of toast before I pack up the last few things and drive them down to the new place. Oh I forgot, I need to check out new bookshelves once again.
